MR TERRY GARDNER CLAIMS HE SUFFERS FROM MYTHOMANIA.

 

Dear members of the panel,

                                            I like to withdraw my accusation that i am under surveillance by the secret service  and down to the universal and comprehensive research  i have done on the internet  now make a claim i suffer from the mental illness of mythomania.

The reasons being are thus.

1) I totally disagree that i suffer from the phenomena of hearing outside stimuli. I admit i talk to myself thinking aloud ( for me ) deep & psychological rewarding personal experiences which is fantasy in gravity and origin.Most of the time I do know they are not real but i have a inherent drive to act them out regardless,  the motive being escapism because of low self esteem.

One of my fantasies is the birth of a new demi-god.

Her name is Janet and i call her supreme demi-god in charge of the destiny of the physical universe in the star age of Aquarius. She is in direct contact with a higher alien intelligence in the star system of Ursa-major, and i act out her decision making prowess to promote peace & harmony within the universe by her wisdom & actions to the centre of the universe planet earth. Their are other demi-gods within this fantasy i have created that play a integral part of the interaction between myself and my own imagination the purpose being relief from my own un-importance and low self esteem. I don't think i need to go on.

I also came up with this "cover story" to cover up my own personal eccentricity to the general public who ever questioned me on the notion " Are you talking to yourself mate " i would answer i am under surveillance by the secret service and would say i am either a international criminal or a kgb agent.

I will let the panel decide if you think my claim that i suffer from mythomania is safe rather than the diagnosis of Schizo-Affective Disorder.  

                                                               Yours Sincerely 

                                                                Terry Brian Gardner